tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58825459168582487522024-03-14T11:49:20.981-07:00Four Ordinary WomenBlog for the book Four Ordinary WomenUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger192125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-74272359900098922642009-11-03T14:53:00.000-08:002009-11-04T16:02:25.375-08:00ChangeWe are going to try a bit different way of handling our blogs. To find all the blogs you can simply click <a href="http://www.fourordinarywomen.com/">HERE</a>.<div><br /></div><div>For Pat's blog click <a href="http://patantonopoulos.wordpress.com/">HERE</a>.</div><div><br /></div><div>For Patti's blog click <a href="http://pattidickinson.wordpress.com/">HERE</a>.</div><div><br /></div><div>The book website is <a href="http://www.fourordinarywomen.com./">http://www.fourordinarywomen.com.</a></div><div><br /></div><div>Check there often for special events and surprises.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b>To order the book click </b></span><a href="http://fourordinarywomen.com/page24/page24.html"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b>HERE</b></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b>.</b></span></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-61307397746453180182009-10-27T05:31:00.001-07:002009-10-31T15:52:45.837-07:00My eyesore front yard<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><b>Notice: my posts will be moving to</b></span> <a href="http://www.pattidickinson.wordpress.com/">HERE</a>.<div><br /></div><div><br /><div>by <div>Patti Dickinson</div><div><br /></div><div>It takes a lot to ruffle my feathers. But once they're ruffled, I am never complacent. </div><div><br /></div><div>Yesterday I got a bill from our Homes Association. In addition to the regular itemized dues and trash pickup, there was a $35.43 charge for "leaf removal". Huh? No way to opt out. Complacency out the window. </div><div><br /></div><div>I made a call to the "Treasurer" whose name was on the top of the bill. I explained that I wasn't interested in leaf removal for several reasons: We have almost an acre of land, and if we were to rake all those leaves to the curb, we should have started a month ago. Besides, I explained, we mowed/mulched in one easy step. That decaying leaves are good for the lawn. And furthermore, I like fall. I like the colors of the leaves, I like scuffing through them as I walk to the end of the driveway to get the paper. I have fond memories of my kids in the front yard, bundled up in the chill of the autumn air scooping them up in their jacketed arms and throwing them up in the air and falling around them. And most importantly, in this economy, I thought it was fiscally irresponsible charging 137 families $35.43 apiece. (I work at a Free Clinic where $35.43 would buy a handful of meals) Undaunted, I went on to say that I considered a pristine leafless yard a luxury. Fluff. I told her that I thought that perhaps an online survey was in order, to poll the folks who were funding this insanity and get their thoughts. </div><div><br /></div><div>Jeanne explained it to me this way. The Association thought it would be nice to have all the lawns clean. "After all," she explained, "It just makes the whole neighborhood look nice." (I wonder what the Homes Association thinks when our teenagers' friends tp the front yard???) She chastised me for not attending the Homes Association Meeting where I could have voiced my concerns. (That particular meeting fell on a night where Wood was out of town and I was at a volleyball game with Meghan) I did ask how many families attended the meeting and she told me that it was about 25. My math says that that was 18% representation. (Don't they have to have a quorum to spend 72% of peoples' money????)</div><div><br /></div><div>It was clear that Jeanne was not hearing me. Oh, she got quiet in all the right places. As our conversation wound up, she told me that she was brand new at the Treasurer's job, and that she "was already sorry that she'd taken it on". I am sure that I am one of the reasons! She suggested that I write to the President of the Homes Association, as well. I did that, and will let you know what happens.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-56264480300514607392009-10-25T14:50:00.000-07:002009-10-25T15:04:41.933-07:00Texting with Andrewby Patti Dickinson<div><br /></div><div>Andrew, freshman journalist at University of Nebraska/Lincoln and I had a text-exchange last night.</div><div><br /></div><div>Me: 8:18:07 pm Fair warning: Tomorrow's email topic is "Kids who never email"</div><div><br /></div><div>Andrew: 8:34:07 pm Well I'll make sure tonight that I can only be considered a "kid who doesn't email very<i> often</i>" instead of one that <i>never</i> emails!</div><div><br /></div><div>I am not sure what I am supposed to do with that. In my naivete, I thought that cryptic message meant that before the night was over that he would email, thereby removing himself from the <i>never</i> category. Didn't happen.</div><div><br /></div><div>This is the same kid that last Friday twittered "Didn't even realize it was the weekend until I got back to my room after classes. Yeah." And in an email to his sister Mary said he wasn't too sure when he was coming home for Thanksgiving, in fact he didn't really know when Thanksgiving Break <i>was</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div>I think this kiddo is spending too much time behind the eyepiece of his school-issue Canon DSLR.</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-57481845823170698182009-10-25T08:17:00.001-07:002009-10-25T14:49:29.610-07:00A homeless woman, a customer and Anthony at the Chicago North Face storeby <div>Patti Dickinson</div><div><br /></div><div>Here's a wonderful story of redemption.</div><div><br /></div><div>Kathleen is living in Chicago, interning at her second theatre gig, The Eclipse. She recently found a job at The North Face Store. Her Outward Bound experiences and her love for the outdoors landed her the job (and maybe the look of desperation on her face helped!!!). On Thursday, a "regular" came in. This is a homeless woman who the store sees on a regular basis. She has some mental deficiencies. No comprehension of basic addition or concept of money. She comes in and tries on clothes. She doesn't try on shoes/boots, though. Her feet are bloody from blisters and wet from the elements. While she was going through her try-on routine, another customer asked Anthony, one of the North Face employees about the woman. The customer listened and said he wanted to buy her a pair of shoes. Anthony said, "You know that these shoes are $150+ right?" He knew. So Kathleen and Anthony worked for the next half hour finding this homeless woman the perfect pair of shoes. North Face threw in a 25% discount and several pairs of nice warm socks. And the customer spent more on this stranger than he did on himself. </div><div><br /></div><div>The woman left the store, stopping people as she walked toward the door to her life on the street, showing everyone her new shoes. </div><div><br /></div><div>This story needs no conclusion or editorializing. No, this one stands on its own. </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-43915474453585491042009-10-24T15:54:00.000-07:002009-10-25T07:56:58.880-07:00Shock Movies? Why?by Pat Antonopoulos<br /><br />Sex, violence and sex combined with violence work the shock movie genre. Chain saws, razors and buckets of gore are designed for shock value. I read about these movies in articles such as "Shock and Yawn" by David Ansen. (Newsweek, October 26, 2009)<br />I read about them, but I do not understand.<br /><br />If the value is to shock then my question is "Why?". Shock for its own sake? Push the limits of obscenity for what purpose? To challenge complacency? For what end?<br /><br />How does mutilation move an audience to change? Change what?<br /><br />So someone wins the Ugly/Nasty Contest? What exactly have they won? A few minutes to relish the trophy while waiting for a new director to cut deeper, take sexual violence/performance to new levels of theater? <br /><br />How about this? How about reading the papers for the shock value of child abuse? Why not be shocked into advocacy for children? Or read about domestic violence and step up to that need? Visit a military hospital. Look at those brave women and men who have seen and suffered the horrors. <br /><br />If that is too difficult, too shocking, too much of that blood-stuff then we can start with the less visually messy. <br /><br />Look long at the effects of the economic situation. People surviving, but only 'just'. Watch those desperate faces at library computers as they search for work. Follow the homeless as they struggle for food and shelter.<br /><br />Go to a funeral of a member of the military and observe the obscenity of pickets claiming to speak in the voice of God. <br /><br />Not ready for human abuse to be prime time? Animals suffer horribly from the perverted human need for gore. Maybe that can shock out of complacency and into action.<br /><br />What is wrong here? Why do we need 'entertainment' that is designed to show us degradation? We are better than that, right? Why am I so consumed with sadness as I type this?Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-23881929174350591792009-10-24T08:03:00.000-07:002009-10-24T08:57:48.915-07:00Gentle Readersby Pat Antonopoulos<br /><br />On Monday, October 26, progress is about to interrupt our communication. The expression that works here is "going dark". Seems that a cable hook-up might finally happen. Our dial-up connection will be sporadic at best until change over is completed by very early November....at least that is what I have been told.<br /><br />I will miss you. Each time I write a blog, I know you are with us...with <br /><span style="font-style:italic;">Four Ordinary Women</span>...so please check every day to see if we are active. Consider rereading the newest blogs and adding your comments. Consider rereading older blogs that you might have missed. <br /><br />Consider how we might meet you in person through your book clubs, church groups, organizations. Each time we are invited to speak with a group, we learn. We learn about the depth and power of communicating from the heart. We learn that our book has touched the hearts and spirits of our readers. We are touched by sharing the time with you, Gentle Readers. Our website gives contact information.<br />fourordinarywomen.com<br />So...talk to you soon.Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-63387938155928668102009-10-23T12:49:00.000-07:002009-10-23T13:31:44.529-07:00Autumn and Momby Pat Antonopoulos<br /><br />My mother accepted the change from wife to widow with great grace. Within a year of Dad's death, Mom sold the home and moved into an apartment becoming the independent woman. Granted, the apartment was not far from the family home and from my sister who lived a few houses down the block. Mom created her card playing social circle, continued to sew and read, and became the unofficial 'ear' for the other women in the apartment. Mom listened and helped.<br /> <br />When Mom's car had more scraps and dents than Maaco wanted to tackle....when the concrete curbs and telephone poles were marked with red auto paint....when Pete, the mechanic, could no longer accept her business...the time had come. We had to sell her car. <br /><br />Time isn't gentle and Mom's decline went far too quickly. She left the apartment for assisted living. Even after she was moved to the locked-door Alzheimer wing of the facility, Mom continued to enjoy going 'for a ride' often asking that we circle Wyandotte County Lake where she and Dad had enjoyed fishing. She loved the Fall colors. She loved the search for Bittersweet to decorate her night stand. Often, she wanted the window down so she could smell the dampness.<br /><br />Eventually, the rides to the lake would end almost before they began. We would get to the Manor's parking lot exit ramp and Mom would say it was time to go home now...before it got to dark to see any more colors. Mom <span style="font-style:italic;">thought</span> we had already looked at the spill-way where she always remembered the stories of Mark's climbing escapades. She thought we had looked at the beautiful oranges, yellows and reds that she called<br />nature's best. <br /><br />I miss her. I miss the way she was before dementia took her. And I miss the woman she became when she looked at me with uncomprehending eyes. Not that she didn't know me. She did. But she didn't know her place in this world. She seemed so sad and lost. I do miss her.<br /><br />But Mom never lost nature's best colors. That might be why this time of year feels so soft and looks so glorious...and why my face is wet with memory.Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-35736723752960895612009-10-22T04:57:00.001-07:002009-10-22T13:28:06.097-07:00Going The Distanceby Pat Antonopoulos<br /><br />In the beginning the 'distance' might have been a football field or any version of a race. A sports phrase became cliche because it fits so much of what we do. The difference being that in a sporting event, we see the end-point--the uprights, the checkered flag, final score, the finish line. Day to day takes a different kind of perseverance.<br /><br />We might hope for, work towards a specific result, but we don't know the distance. Some might say that positive thinking will get you what you seek, that if one believes, success will happen. Others might say that commitment and determination are the qualities needed for reaching any goal. Still others will say that any outcome is part of a <span style="font-style:italic;">Larger Plan</span> and we should accept whatever results. Not my choice.<br /><br />One of my elementary school teachers, a Sister of Charity of Leavenworth, had a rule for test study. "Pray like everything depended on God, but work like everything depends on you." She covered both sides of that <span style="font- style:italic;">Larger Plan</span> without giving her students any reason to make excuses. I liked that.<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">Four Ordinary Women</span> has benefited from the persistent commitment of Patti's husband, Wood Dickinson. Take a look at our website<br />www.fourordinarywomen.com <br />Look a bit more and enjoy our blogs as listed on the website. They are beautiful. They have taken a tremendous amount of Wood's time and talent.<br /><br />Have you ever been really good at something and been asked to share that hobby with someone just learning? Maybe play tennis or golf with a total beginner? Patience, right? Takes unbelievable patience to pull it off without deep sighs, barely perceptible shakes of the head and a sore spot from biting the tongue. Wood is computer expert and we are rank duffers, but I have never felt his impatience even when I ask the same stuff over and over. <br /><br />I have often talked about the steep-learning-curve that has taken us from writing to publishing to marketing to distributing. Patti has used the expression, "slogging through waist deep sand" to describe parts of this adventure. There are days when her words felt exactly right. However, we could not have come this far without the constant commitment of Wood's perseverance. <br /><br />There is no doubt that we are going the distance.Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-18843101901716608862009-10-21T05:09:00.000-07:002009-10-21T11:55:51.139-07:00In Search of Short Term Memoryby Pat Antonopoulos<br /><br />Another fair warning, Gentle Reader. This is a ramble, unstructured and without a worthy conclusion. <br /><br />A conscious decision needs to be made. <br />Forget it. <br />Forget the list. <br />Forget the spider web of thought that clings with sticky residue. <br />Move all those moments of meanness out...away...gone.<br />Erase any long term lingering thoughts that keep the dregs fresh.<br /><br />This isn't forgive and forget. Too often <span style="font-style:italic;">forgive</span> is a phantom, only vague and indistinct. We think we forgive. We say we do. But the next time a pinch happens, the dregs resurface, good as new. Forgiveness is hard. <br /><br />There is the forgiveness of the Bible, 70 X 7. Corinthians admonishes not to keep a record. "It is in God's hands" is a waver and a waver diminishes my responsibility. St. Francis' verse is a goal, but pretty impossible for most of us. And there is that "if only" as in If Only She/He would apologize, all would be forgiven. Not so. It helps but forgiveness needs much more. Forgiveness needs change. I might forgive 7<span style="font-weight:bold;"><span style="font-style:italic;">1</span></span> X 7, but by that time, my turn is definitely winding down.<br /><br />Some would say that those 'dregs' are life lesson...that we need them to make good decisions. Maybe. And maybe they are stepping stones to a better way of handling those life lessons. <br /><br />And I admit that forgetting is as close to impossible as forgiving. Further, I know that I need to step away from several 'lists' that have been growing uglier. And I am trying. But how does a person step away without walking away? How can we forget without relegating the person to a totally different place in our life? <br /><br />Disengage? Disengage from the patterns that allow the list. But that comes very close to disengaging from the person. And sometimes keeping a person close might be worth fighting the list and accepting that getting pinched is part of the bargain. But why must renewable pain be part of a relationship? How important is it to stay close to hit-and-run? <br /><br />Wish I could ramble this one to some kind of conclusion. I can't.<br /><span style="font-style:italic;"></span>Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-29931808841270547622009-10-20T06:54:00.000-07:002009-10-20T07:32:01.149-07:00Murphy Again??by Pat Antonopoulos<br /><br />Never, ever let the gauge register less than half. Life long self imposed rule and do not remember a time when I let that travel security blanket fall. Until today.<br />Sounds like a Murphy's droplet when refills are every few miles. But Murphy likes the elbow to elbow kind of pressure and I am scrambling to make today happen as planned.<br /><br />Thunder and lightening through the night so sleep was brief and surface. Alarm was not suppose to be set, but 'not-suppose-to' is a hedge. It went anyway. Usual coffee and bagel to start the morning and bingo! Murphy #3 in the form of a filling falling out. Not just any filling but my golden-pirate-tooth that secures my place in Frank's gang of shark fighting ship mates. Dentist leaving town tomorrow so a scramble to find a slot for me. Not yet.<br /><br />Had to cancel another medical appointment for this morning, hoping to reschedule. That phone call hasn't been returned.<br /><br />Bob off to the range and I discovered a plumbing issue that I cannot handle with patience and a plunger. <br /> <br />Best (and only) dress-up blazer at the cleaners and ready on Friday. <br /> <br />Hey, Gentle Reader, this is NOT a laughing blog! Why?<br /><br />Because....after weeks of trying, we get our important, but brief, TV interview on a local news show. <span style="font-style:italic;">Four Ordinary Women</span> had one day notice and Murphy must have doubled with laughter knowing that Murphy's Law is definitely <span style="font-weight:bold;">Law</span>. But we are doggedly persistent. We might not get our full fame allotment of fifteen minutes, we will prove that Murphy is no match for <span style="font-style:italic;">Four Ordinary Women</span>. Check Loren Halifax, WDAF TV Fox 4 at about 12:50. Then let us know what you think.Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-1237323588042400682009-10-19T17:26:00.001-07:002009-10-19T18:47:58.118-07:00Snapshotsby Pat Antonopoulos<br /><br />Steve and Lisa walk across the field separating our places. They come bearing gifts.<br />Lisa has read our book, <span style="font-style:italic;">Four Ordinary Women</span>, and she talks about her reactions to our words, to our stories, to our connections with her life. They are a wonderful couple with earth solid values and hearts stretched by years of sharing their values. To me, they look like a young couple in love with one another, not old enough to have a married daughter and a college son.<br />Lisa brings the gift of validation. Through our book, we have touched her deeply. She wants copies to share our stories with her family.<br />And eggs...fresh eggs from their hens.<br />Body and spirit are fed. <br /><br />Mary Ann phones and asks that I meet her where she is working on St. Anthony's fundraiser dinner. She is a friend from high school...fifty three years since that graduation. "For my boyfriend", she says as she hands me a bag of candy---mostly chocolate. She always refers to Bob as <span style="font-weight:bold;">her</span> boyfriend. "The second sack is for your Sammy". Sammy loves flashlights and Mary Ann has given us a jack-o-lantern light complete with batteries. Mary Ann has never met Sammy, but she loves him because I do.<br /><br />A 75 year old man, Bob, is using a come-a-long to ratchet a four hundred pound tractor tire off the lug nuts and closer to the trailer. By himself.<br />By himself---he gets is handled. I do the step-and-fetch-it kind of things, helping where I can. But he does it....by himself. Finally, we have the huge tire loaded on the trailer and are heading towards Platte City where a repair shop can fix the damage. <br /><br />Once we find the place, a young man named 'Bud' (honestly) and his helper roll the tire off the trailer, smiling as they ask how we managed to get it off the tractor, onto the trailer and delivered. He said, "You guys are still smiling??" He was so like by Uncle Bud---tall, strong and the definition of good natured. This young man honored what my husband had handled. I like that a lot.<br /><br />My friend just phoned with a story of her weekend trip to Texas. She shared the touching moments, the poignant sense of this beautiful story. She gave me a part of her daughters...handed their beauty to me. A gift.<br /><br />Snapshots.<br />My album is rich with amazing people.Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-7893062100055820402009-10-19T12:49:00.000-07:002009-10-19T12:57:16.542-07:00A Kansas Accent??????by<div>Patti Dickinson</div><div><br /></div><div>Wood, Mary Morgan and I were in West Texas this weekend. Mary and I made a quick run into Target to pick up a few odds and ends. We went to check out, and the cashier was putting each item in its own bag, so I told him, "It's okay to pack them full, the fewer bags the better." </div><div><br /></div><div>This teenage kid stopped in his tracks, looked at me aghast and said, "Ma'am. Ma'am. WHERE DID YOU GET THAT ACCENT? You must be from OHIO or something." I laughed out loud. I looked at him and said, "I thought it was YOU with the accent!!!" He laughed in response.</div><div><br /></div><div>Boy, all depends on where you're coming from, huh?</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-50179277940340196152009-10-18T06:49:00.000-07:002009-10-18T07:44:37.816-07:00Belief Revisitedby Pat Antonopoulos<br /> <br />Although I had no intention of being funny, Melinda was laughing. She is scary-smart and has a way of hacking off the fat to pull out the thought needing expression. We have been long distance friends for many years but the reconnects are never awkward.<br /><br />Actually, whatever made her laugh (and call me on my misbegotten statement) isn't important. Our conversations always lead to new ways of looking at both the current topic and a lot of life decisions. <br /><br />There has never been a time in my life that I did not long for a spiritual belief system that sustained. Being raised a Catholic, and nurtured by Dad who believed to his core, made the early years safe. At this moment, I can feel the comfort of those years.<br /><br />The process of maturing is on-going and isn't always accepting of early comfort.Reality crowds in and beliefs are challenged. Melinda's laughter is often one of those challenges. I am profoundly grateful.<br /><br />Recently, my son, Dan, suggested I read Huston Smith's books on comparative religions as a way to continue my search. These are books that will require rereading. They are not for the casual moments.<br /><br />What I do believe, and believe constantly despite dead ends in my search, is that it isn't enough to be part of tradition and community, though these are vital to human comfort. We do need to be part of something more than ourselves.<br /><br />What a waste to attend a church service and walk out into a life that doesn't require more than the hour each week. Couldn't we feed the hungry, shelter the homeless, care for the children, seek social justice, welcome those we see as 'different' IF religion meant the same as spiritual? Wouldn't those women and men who perform these works be joined by thousands more if religion required that we be part of something more?<br /><br />No matter how many times I revisit my beliefs, I never find the end point. But searching is learning, and I think it is good to search.Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-75081696535598040502009-10-17T15:58:00.000-07:002009-10-18T06:49:10.258-07:00How You Do What You Doby Pat Antonopoulos<br /><br />Nana: "How about some oatmeal for breakfast?"<br />Grandson: "How about a cookie?"<br />Nana: "How about a cookie AFTER the oatmeal?"<br />Grandson: "How about a cookie now?"<br />Nana: "How about oatmeal AND a cookie for breakfast?"<br />Grandson: "How about that cookie now?" <br /><br />This being said as he walked to Nana's special Granny-Cupboard.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">SPE</span><br />Sammy, age 2 1/2, has the condition called SPE. He is always Specific, Persistent and Expectant.<br />He has it dialed: <br />Ask for exactly what you want. <br />Continue until the message is heard.<br />Fully expect that the good will happen. <br />And, as his three year old cousin once decided, "Nanas don't say 'No'. They can't. They are Nanas."<br /><br />Pretty amazing lesson here. <br /><br />Imagine what our relationships would be like if we adopted Sammy's SPE. No more hinting, pouting, whining, beating around that overused bush. Straight out expression of our wants and needs. Straight out and honest effort to say what needs to be said. Then we continue with calm persistence until we are heard. No anger. No shouting. No "Why-don't-you-ever-listen-to- me?" Express the need with total belief that the listener will respond. <br /><br />And then go stand by <span style="font-style:italic;">the right cupboard</span> fully expecting that the good will happen.<br /><br />A little child shall lead them, right?Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-44941792638537939702009-10-16T14:10:00.000-07:002009-10-16T15:27:43.993-07:00The FUN in Fundraiserby Pat Antonopoulos<br /><br />I love Kansas City, Kansas. <br />Born and raised there with the absolute best of neighbors and friends, circumstances that created a remarkable growing-up space.<br /><br />Today, Keeler Women's Center sponsored a chili cook-off and talent show in the lobby of KCK City Hall. Martha, my friend since college, and I went to offer our support for the outstanding work done by KWC. Sister Carol Ann and Sister Barbara were there, gracious and welcoming as always.<br /><br />The faces of the earth came to the event. We were all there, all colors, sizes, ages, ethnicities, civilians and uniformed police and fire personnel, enjoying the lunch hour in a hometown, down-home, KCK, handclappin', smile sharing moment.<br /><br />No professional group could have been more appreciated than the Unified Government employees who stepped up and shared their talents for music and nonsense. There were tears for the beauty of "God Bless American" and tears of laughter for Barbie and her space monster boy friend. <br /><br />Felt like being home.Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-65443538440601079832009-10-14T10:56:00.000-07:002009-10-14T16:17:44.889-07:00A Pot for the Chickenby Pat Antonopoulo<br /><br />Gourmet, I am not, but 'adequate-plus works' just time. Sometimes, like when I make Greek Wedding Bread, the results are terrific. And the sticky buns really are delicious. Just ask Molly. <br /><br />Salads, soups, chili, casseroles, breads and desserts get the plus side of my ledger. Meat? Not so much. Brisket and oven roasted meats are difficult to mess up, but I can fry a beautiful steak or a fine pork chop to crispy critters in the the time it takes to say "Turn off the smoke detector!"<br /><br />A church sale had piles of clay pots called Romertopf. The 'pile' should have been my clue that recycle trumped frequent use. But, being a sucker, for a $2.00 price tag I hurried home with the pot, stopping to buy a plumb chicken, some celery and onions.<br /><br />Thinking like Julia, I planned a nice rice dish, a salad and an huge apple pie to top off my Romertopf dinner. Staying with Julia's methods, I slathered on the butter after washing and stuffing that bird. Even at this point, the smell was terrific, though the fit of bird to pan was a bit tight.<br /><br />Soaked pot (cold water for 15 minutes), cold oven, and 450 temp reached gradually. Two hours later, the chicken was golden though the pot had no juices. Ummm...odd, but maybe the meat is all tender and moist with that butter bath. <br /><br />It was. Dinner an A+. After the dishes were dried and put away, it was time to make the brownies for tomorrow's event. Back to the oven controls, whipped up the batter while the oven came to temp...but it didn't. It came to fire---smoke and fire, actually, while those not-so-vanishing juices blackened the oven floor. <br /><br />Forty-five minutes later, I had enough of the mess cleaned to turn on the self-clean cycle and finish the job. Rubber gloves blackened and sticky, yucky bucket of water, kitchen smelling like burned bird and a batch of brownies waiting for a turn.<br /><br />Meat? Not so much.Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-61181899567165899932009-10-13T15:19:00.000-07:002009-10-18T06:13:59.248-07:00Further Proofby Pat Antonopoulos<br /><br />There is zero chance that I am a grump. Zero. Each time I think, "Well, maybe...just maybe I need to work on more 'up' and less grump, something wonderful happens.<br />It just did.<br />An email from my son:<br />"Mom, Frank, (his son, my grandson) is so delightful that it is delightful to me to think about how delighted you and Bob will feel when you are around him."<br />Tears.<br />Those joy kind of tears that punch up from the heart and clog the throat.<br />How could a woman with knowledge of this depth of father-to-son love feels anything but joy.<br />And my son shares his son with me in emails like this.<br />No room for a grump.Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-8863787451293699292009-10-12T12:35:00.000-07:002009-10-13T05:27:20.191-07:00Grumpby Pat Antonopoulos<br /><br />A Star Trek episode had children dealing with Grumps...Grown Ups. At least, my memory has the kids working around the cranky behaviors of the adults in the colony.<br /><br />I think I am a grump. I don't want to be, but hints are piling on. Rereading my blogs and a few chapters from <span style="font-style:italic;">Four Ordinary Women</span> is hard-core evidence that 'grump' is the noun that works. Some of my writing reads as if I am soured on life, lamenting one thing or another. I am not!<br /><br />The odd thing is that I am one of the happiest and most contented people I know. If I had to come up with something I want more of, it would be family time. That's it.Not clothes. Not jewelry. Not a replacement for my '99 Buick GrannyMobile. Not a bigger house. Not more travel. Not fine dining. <br /><br />OK...maybe a few more boxes of Orville's Kettle Corn in the cupboard would post some security on that evening habit. A paper fairy to make decisions and clean my desk would be nice. That sums up the current and most pressing needs of my life.<br /><br />Well...except...<br />There is an 'except'.<br />We, the four authors of <span style="font-style:italic;">Four Ordinary Women</span>, have been enriched by time spent with women's groups. Our quest is to find more opportunities to share the stories of your lives as we meld with the stories of our lives. Each time we join a group for conversation, we are realize the common yet extraordinary threads of connectedness. We come away appreciating the time and the company.<br /><br />If you are in a group or know of a group that would enjoy sharing this experience, please do contact us. There is a contact button on our website, www.fourordinarywomen.com <br />We would love to hear from you.Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-35122327828024459102009-10-12T03:55:00.000-07:002009-10-13T05:26:06.285-07:00QTby Pat Antonopoulos<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">What Keeps Me Awake At Night</span> is the title of a chapter in our book. This blog probably qualifies as a revisit-ramble. Last night was a 1:32 AM to 4:58 AM time of fractured sleep. Made perfect sense to get up, inhale some coffee and work on a blog. Trouble is that a daily blog does tax my brain and three hours and 32 minutes of mental blogging does not guarantee a coherent piece of writing. But then I have never been known for, or even guaranteed, coherent blogs. Rambling. Just might be my travel of choice.<br /><br />One of my tangents was focused on how we make decisions as to when it is time to quit...accept and move on...be at peace with...quit.<br /><br />"Quittin' Time"<br />was a beer promoted by a convenience store. The advertising pictured hard working folks earning that six-pack to ease the day...a brew to move away from the stress and into the calm.<br /><br />Strictly on the QT.<br />Isn't that an old expression that means something like quiet tip? Probably a bit of gossip that was meant to be passed on but had to maintain the escape clause for the whisperer. And, as with most gossip, a way to promote self. Odd how so much of gossip is prefaced with, "Bless her heart, she just...."<br />As if blessing her heart cleanses our spite. <br /><br />"Quick Trip"<br />stores still around? Might be the same a convenience store that sold the brew. Fill the tank, grab the milk, a pack of M & M's and maybe a lottery ticket and move on...in and out...get what is needed and out the door.<br /><br />My favorite QT is quiet time...even if it does come in the dark and fracture that sleep. More often than not, quiet time is a time of balance and perspective. A ramble though all the reasons to justify quitting leads to the same destination.<br />Don't.<br />Don't quit. <br />Don't quit on a relationship...or a project...or a belief...or whatever gritty bit of irritation is wearing at the moment. Little is accomplished by a quick trip or a premature quitting time. Nothing is accomplished by mean-spirited QT exchanges.<br />Sorry to be corny, but the pearl only grows from the grit and irritation. And wasn't it Hemingway who used Aristotle's thought and wrote about healing to strength from the broken places?Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-84548504308428575972009-10-10T06:14:00.001-07:002009-10-10T09:45:46.494-07:00Nobel Peace Prizeby Pat Antonopoulos<br /><br />I did not hear President Obama's remarks when told he had been awarded the Nobel Prize for Peace. It has been reported that the President said he was humbled by the honor and that he did not feel he deserved to be in the company of past recipients. <br /><br />Prior to being elected president, Barack Obama's public record does not indicate anything that would place him in the company of Gandhi, Elie Wiesel, Mother Theresa or Dr. Martin Luther King.<br /><br />President Obama has been in office for 10 months and his popularity in other countries is impressive. Working with a Democratic Congress has meant that rancor on domestic issues has been somewhat diminished. He has visited other countries, held countless gatherings in the United States and spoken about transparent government. Health care has been a priority and discussion regarding the 'wars' is a lead issue. <br /><br />I admit that my knowledge of specific criteria for the prize is sketchy, but I have read a great deal on the lives and work of Elie Wiesel, Mother Theresa, Dr. King and Gandhi. From the work of these people, the criteria seems obvious.<br /><br />The decision by the Nobel Committee is troubling. I would like to read both the stated criteria and nominating material as it followed the requirements.<br /><br />Perhaps President Obama might consider declining the prize based on his own belief that he does not deserve to be in the company of others so honored. His presidency certainly has time and circumstance in which to earn the Nobel Peace Prize that will be awarded in four years.<br /><br />And finally, these comments are not intended to diminish my respect for President Obama or my respect for the office of President of the United States. Rather, I write them hoping for understanding and balance when transparency seems so vital.Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-53142047318984885662009-10-09T06:12:00.000-07:002009-10-09T07:15:30.683-07:00Educationby Pat Antonopoulos<br /><br />Each time I read about failing schools, drop-out rates and dumbed-down curricula I am usually reading a lament about the quality of teaching. No Child Left Behind was primarily directed into the schools, attempting to address many problems including functionally illiterate high school graduates. Though worthy in concept, NCLB addresses the problem at second-stage rather than source.<br /><br />A recent email circulated a circa 1930 eighth grade graduation test. The email talked about the amazing depth of the testing and the fact that "only an eighth grade education" was not synonymous with under-educated. In fact, the email challenged college graduates to take and pass the test.<br /><br />Elementary teachers interact with students approximately six hours a day for 185 days each year. Middle and high school teachers have far less one-to-one contact with individual students. Principals and counselors are expected to be behavior specialists fighting the daily disruptions that are crushing the educational process. In School Suspension is just one of the strange concepts developed to remove kids from the classroom while accepting that parents don't have time to step-up to the problem.<br /><br />Of course, there are problems in our schools. My return to college when my children were in elementary school was prompted by witnessing the problems. I was determined to be part of the solution.<br /><br />Teachers do not need a defense from me. Day after day, teachers return to the classroom. Most are determined to make a difference, to address the problems and educate our children. And the rewards certainly don't come in the form of high salaries. The rewards come because students are important and teaching is a way to be part of the solution.<br /><br />Teachers cannot monitor nutrition, hours of sleep, quality of friendships, choice of heroes, time spent on video games, texting with friends, <span style="font-weight:bold;">home</span>work completion, hanging out at malls, forms of discipline, behavior expectations and television, music and movie choices. <br /><br />Teacher definitely do not need a defense from me. What they do need is a new paradigm in which education is pushed higher up the scale of cultural values.Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-17590672388844890872009-10-09T05:30:00.000-07:002009-10-09T05:56:49.487-07:00Keeping in touchby Patti Dickinson<div><br /></div><div>Eight kids, a mom and a dad, and two spouses. Six geographical cities represented. All part of an email experiment. In the past, I have sent group emails to my college kids, and then the ones that are married with kids get individual emails. The kids still at home get no emails unless it is to say, "I guess you are not planning on having a weekend.....unless/until that train wreck of a room of yours is cleaned up first. And we are going to use <i>my</i> definition of clean, not <i>yours</i>." Not too sure why this method of communicating got started, but this week, I decided to shake things up. One massive group email. If everyone hit "reply all", this would be a terrific way to keep in touch. </div><div><br /></div><div>We got off to a stutter start. Claire got a little too excited telling me the story about how she had two people over for dinner the night before, cooked a nice roast, and after dinner decided it would be a good time to do the self-clean oven routine. Long story short, the oven caught on fire, because of the grease that was on the bottom of the oven because the aluminum pan she was using had a tear in it (she wondered why she didn't have many drippings for gravy.....) The fire department came (I never did hear what they had to do to put out the fire) because the highlight of the evening was that my three year old grandson Ben got to sit in the fire truck with a fireman hat on, turning the steering wheel from side to side, etc. He got an invitation to come by the station sometime. (Bet that's on the schedule for today!) </div><div><br /></div><div>The upshot here is that within twelve hours, every one of my kids had responded. And not in a vacuum. Responded to what had been said by the other siblings....</div><div><br /></div><div>This is a new phase.....and I am still adjusting. The house is not as full anymore. Not full of voices, not full of laundry, not full of the remnants of a kid-cooked meal of Kraft Macaroni and Cheese --- orange powder on the counter and little orange crescents in the sink. Now we stay in touch differently. But I guess the mom in this picture is a little bit transparent. Needing to hear from the nest of kids who grew up under this roof...needing a quick snapshot of what their lives look like at this moment in time.</div><div><br /></div><div>Yup. One content mom.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-79358850232132368822009-10-08T12:24:00.001-07:002009-10-09T05:53:50.445-07:00Traditionby Pat Antonopoulos<br /><br />My dad, the second child, was born October 12, 1910, ninety-nine years ago. Within a few months of his birth he was christened in the same delicate white batiste gown preciously worn by his first born sibling. In the late '30's and early 40's, my brothers, sisters and I each had our turn wearing the gown.<br /><br />In 1959, my first born was baptized in the gown. My four other children were carried to church in this beautiful garment and my dad was lovingly pictured with each new baby. Sadly, Dad died before his great grandchildren were born, but a part of him accompanied them to church. <br /><br />Five years ago, the little outfit was carefully laundered and ironed so that it could be taken to Poland for the baptism welcoming our newest grandson into the church family. Two years later, Dad was 'present' for another visit to the sacramental font. And now, on Saturday, October 10, our newest grandson will be baptized wearing this 100 year old treasure. <br /><br />Today, as I ironed the gown, I was surprised by the emotional gift that overwhelmed...amazing. Daddy was with me. Mom, too. My five children... from babies to the wonderful adults they have become... My youngest three grandsons who have filled my retirement with such joy...<br /><br />One hundred years of family...my heart truly does overflow with gratitude.Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-35589569450774950542009-10-08T08:12:00.000-07:002009-10-08T08:37:47.394-07:00Sinking fastby <div>Patti Dickinson</div><div><br /></div><div>I watched Dr. Phil's show yesterday on teenage shenanigans. In the seventies, when I was a kid, shenanigans could be defined as chewing gum in the Catholic high school hallway, sneaking a cigarette in the parking lot during senior out-to-lunch days, passing notes right under Sister Mary Katherine's eyes, short-sheeting a summer camp mate's bed, or making ridiculous prank calls (pre-caller id) and inquiring whether the refrigerator is running. Giggles and a hang-up. Calls made after midnight earned triple daredevil points.</div><div><br /></div><div>Today? Twelve and thirteen year old girls in the school bathroom taking pictures of themselves with their shirts off, and sending this picture to select boys. The statistic? A staggering 54% of girls in this age category have actually done this. WHY? Isn't this outrageous acting out? Are these kids so starved for attention, that this is the new normal? A result of Britney Spears as role model and "inadvertent" wardrobe malfunctions? Or is this putting into kids' hands technology they aren't ready for? I mean, really, what does a twelve year old need with a cell phone? Sitting in the carpool line at my daughter's middle school...there isn't a girl that comes out of the building without a cell phone. Every last one of them, doing the one-handed thumb thing, reading their messages, walking by all their friends, seemingly oblivious. </div><div><br /></div><div>Talk? Nah. Texting trumps a real conversation any old day! </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5882545916858248752.post-53408304755248223782009-10-07T14:10:00.000-07:002009-10-07T17:48:03.171-07:00Road Rageby Pat Antonopoulos<br /><br />Compared to many newspaper accounts of road rage this, that I witnessed, could be called minor. But it wasn't. It was frightening because a person was so enraged by a relatively small happening.<br /><br />Narrow country road, beautiful mid-day shadows shaping the curves--<br />Large SUV moving at 30 mph, the posted limit--<br />Tiny red car tailgating, seeming to herd the SUV, attempting to force more speed...<br />SUV dropping a notch or two on the speedometer...<br />Rear view mirrors 'lost' the red car as it came too close to be seen...<br />Crossroad marked by a stop sign..too late and too little distance for the car to avoid 'bumping' the SUV...<br />And it was bump, not a crash or even a hit...<br /><br />Driver of the SUV angrily approached the driver of the car, raging...<br />An apology came through the barely opened car window, driver cringing low in the seat..."I am sorry, so sorry...I am sorry...sorry...I am late for an important, Oh, I am so sorry."<br /><br />"I don't give a d____ if you are sorry or not. You hit me. You have been tailgating me for over a mile. What is your name? Give me your name?"<br /><br />Eventually, the name was given and the SUV driver returned to the vehicle and the incident was over.<br /><br />But was it? What depth of anger exploded on that country road? Of course, tailgating is dangerous, but it did look as if the SUV was taunting by size and diminished speed. What need was soothed by shouting demands, all sense of civility gone? Bullying? With an automobile? Proving what?Pathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11236831678567410840noreply@blogger.com0